everything is so weird anymore. i'm a shell of the person i used to be. i wanna redo everything, i want this feeling gone.

i feel like there's no way to fix it, nothing i can do. i don't know what i even could do. i'm just stuck like this. i truly believe that there is something wrong. it shouldn't take effort to think. even when i try to force it, nothing. its just blank, and its slowly driving me crazy.

i can't focus on anything. i can't think. i just stare off into nothingness for 50% of the day. its like i'm sleeping with my eyes open. no thoughts, no feelings, nothing. just emptiness, all the time.

something is wrong with me

have you guys heard about that justin beaver character? bad kid!

why was 6 afraid of 7? because 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 wait, what was i saying?

hey guys, im laying in bed. just hanging out, browsing myspace, the usual. how about this weather? hahaha, oh man. juice > jews.

anybody here?! *crickets*