Fucking hating my life again. No matter what I do I always seem to fuck it up. Gotten to the point that I haven't logged into facebook for almost 48 hours now. Accept for one time by accident. I'm just sitting hear having some rum at the bar. Wondering why I don't just kill myself cause I can never hold onto anything I want, or if if I think I might be getting it something about it isn't right to me so I fuck it up.
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