To most it seems i have lost all and yet have no one to help me through the rough patches. no one to talk to or lift me up by saying it will be ok. everyone has gone on but i can never let go of the pains, emotional scars or the hope that one day i can prove to myself that i made it and i did what i thought i would never do. here i am stuck on repeat and no way to reset. to any who know, take care and be merry. one day it will all be gone and all we can do is say i had a good run and great moments along the way