been a while since i've been on here

i want to quit baseball this season but im not going to quit on my team

im so damn close to snapping and i have people i can talk to but i just cant fucking do it something is wrong with me

ohh yeah and my grandma died recently and i might not graduate so my emotions are getting the best of me aka acting like a total faggot

im starting to really like this girl but she has a fukin boyfriend who lives out of state and we're just friends. im scared after graduation i will never see her again so idk what to do but i know i will probably end up acting like nothing happened. it sucks because we get along great shes sarcastic and sassy has a good sense of style and music. closest to perfect as a girl can get

is it bad that i knew the difference between a norte and a sureno when i was like 5

i am just average nothing makes me stand out and im perfectly fine with that

everything will eventually work out though i just have to tough it out

i honestly dont know if im even sane

i am sad and i feel it in my chest idk if thats normal

i get over looked all the time . im just as good or even better than others t things but they get chosen