I hope you're dreams came true. I hope you found happiness. I hope you wake up every day with a smile on your face. I know a lot of time has passed and you aren't the girl I once fell in love with. I don't know who you are now but to be very honest.. it doesn't matter. No matter how long this silence lasts. Even if we go the rest of our lives without speaking again it doesn't matter. If I die before you read this it still doesn't matter. I don't care who you are... because you'll always be my toots. I'll always love you. And even tho the universe didn't want us together... as long as you're happy I promise you.. I'm happy for you.

So whats the point of all this? I guess i just wanted to let you know that even tho you may have broken my heart and shattered every piece of me... I forgive you. I know at this moment right now you and I can't be anything but memories to each other. I know you have a life to live and so do I. We have different paths and different plans. I don't know where life is going to take us so as you read these messages I want you to know.. no matter how long it's been since we've talked or even seen each other I'll never forget the memories. All the wonderful moments, the long phone calls, the laughs, the smiles, the adventures, the fights, the kisses, the nicknames, the notes, the firsts, the holidays, the anniversaries, and the moment you said Yes. I wont forget any of it. Even right down to the first comment I left you on this very website back in 2009.

I'm really happy for you. I know you had times in your life that seemed uncertain and you were a lost soul. I always knew you had a bright future ahead of you and I'm really proud of you. I also saw you made a new friend. You say she's your roommate so I guess it's safe to assume you finally moved out. That's awesome. People have been telling me you've been going out to clubs in Miami, parties, and even going on yachts. You're a beautiful girl and I always knew if I wasn't around that's exactly what you would be doing. I know you hated not having friends and you always wanted to go out and have fun. I'm glad you finally got to do it. My life at THIS exact moment is kind of progressing. I'm back in school, working a better job, and I'm finally working out. At this moment tho I'm honestly not sure what the future holds for me. I want to make my dream come true. I want to finish school and get my degree. I know I always hated school but I know I can do it. And I will. No matter what.

Who know's if you'll ever even find this. So maybe I'll use this as kind of a way of the universe giving a sign because I mean come on lets be honest you have no reason what so ever to go on this page. Maybe 2-3 or even 5 years from now you'll go on this page for some odd reason and just stumble upon this. I'm sure this will be pretty entertaining to read. Anyways, today's date is 10/12/2015. I haven't spoken to you since 06/30/2015.. not a word. You're currently dating a guy named "Turtle". This is going to be the one and only thing I'm going to say about that. If at this moment in time you're reading this you and him are still together then by all means... Congratulations. I truly am happy that you found someone that makes you happy. Now, I don't know how long it will be until we speak. It really could be a long time. I think it will be. Of course I've heard how you've been doing. I guess you have like 2 jobs again and you're back in school. You just passed a test for some kind of certification for your job