Finally getting back to my old self. It's took some soul searching but I am on the right track. Back to the basics of life. Kanan James is the love of my life and is all the inspiration I need. His love is what keeps me going

2015 is gonna be a new beginning

Christmas was a success! Glad my baby is happy!!! So thankful that I am able to provide for my young man..... Felt normal for a couple of hours at least. Merry Christmas everyone

I'm guilty of giving ppl the chance to walk all over me. I'm guilty of giving ppl more chances than they deserve. I'm guilty of putting others feelings and happiness before my own. I'm guilty of being big hearted..... But from this day forward I'm done. It's all about me and my son! To hell with everyone else because at the end of the day I'm the one who gets hurts by wearing my heart on my sleeve! New year, new motivations, new me!!!!!

Funny how u find out things. Guess I just didn't wanna believe it but I should have known

And still my world stood still!

Freezing to death. I need a cuddle buddy!

Ugh every area in my life continues to change. My job was the one place I could go and feel a little normal and now that's turned upside down! :(

Ugh every area in my life continues to change. My job was the one place I could go and feel a little normal and now that's turned upside down! :(

I don't do cold weather very well! Time for my coveralls!!!!!

You'll never know how much I miss u. You won't see it in my face.......

And once again I was right. Fuck it I tried. I dam sure ain't waiting around for you to get ya wild hair out ya ass. I won't be played or lied to anyone. At least I know I tried my best! Game over!!!

People can tell u they care and love u all day long but when their actions show different believe what u see. When your not someone's first choice then don't fool yourself into believing that u matter to them your just a toy.

It's amazing how ppl u care about have such an impact on your life. They can brighten your day or make you feel lower than low. Even after its over they still have the power to make u feel like your nothing. Funny how ppl tend to chase the wrong ones! I've fell victim to that myself and boy was I stupid but I learned a lot from all this. Hope she does to. Farewell easy come girl easy go!

Not sure how to feel anymore. I know what my heart says but don't really have a choice in the matter.

Woke up this mornin still loving u with every breath I take even when my mind knows better. Love can make u feel stupid at times and fools ya brain into thinking you have control and that's so not true. The heart has a mind of its own and wants what the heart wants!

That moment when u know but it's not your place to say anything!!!

Miss and love u frog!

Missing her so bad today!!

Face hurting again! Gonna be a long night. Why can't things go back to normal????