just a small rant. I know no one else is on here so I don't have to worry about being judged. I just wish I could figure things out in life. mostly what's wrong with me? why I can't find somebody to spend my life with.is it me or ...well ...yeah I think it is me.why am I so afraid to finally find somebody to share my life with.as of right now the only thing I can think of doing is just drowning myself in my work.its the only thing that's kind of making me happy right now. I don't have to think about other things.I just wish one day I can actually go up to the person that I would like to settle down with and actually talk to them.being alone really ass . I guess I brought it on to mysef. l just wish I knew how to fix.