so its bout that time to let go and move on... at least in my heart I know I did my best I gave my all.. unfourtionatley all is fair in love and war so these cards we are dealt is all about how we deal our hand and when to actually bet..you had a good hand and sacrificed it..I tried to play my cards right as I learned to play this game but...fuck it you win some you loose some.but mine was real..