Hahaha! This moon is effecting me too much in my little fantasy land at the moment ROFLMAO!

I wonder how it will be like to meet this person again.

Alright, its off to work we go! No matter what we do we gotta do our best! Laziness doesn't attract business.

One adaptation I believe we can gain is that our cells may be able to quarantine parts of our body infected by something contagious. Somehow surrounding the area so that cells outside don't get the infection while that particular spot is healing. Then again, its just a thought on what could possibly happen to adapt to all these things going around infecting people these days.

If we started caring for what we have, we wouldn't be looking at what everyone else owns.

Occult? Organized religion? Nahh . . . I had never been good at being tied down to those and the closest I got was True Gnostic (not the Christian and Catholic Gnostic but the True Gnostic).

So what I am sentimental?! Everything effects me deeply and so I am able to find ways to deal with the everlasting stupidity and ignorance of this reality more and more.

People do things to this world without considering all the residents that are on it; plants, animals, parts of land, water and air, and innocent people that haven't done anything to deserve pain. A big mistake will befall heavy karma on the person or people involved in Earth's destruction when she provided us with her paradise selflessly and lovingly without judgement.

Feeling the pain of this world, my attempt to try and heal its energies is very small but I am finding better and new energies to work with that will speed up the process exponentially. People usually only see the typical rainbow and metals spectrum to work with, I see hues and shades and patterns, etc. Why stop at only 20 or so energies to work with when there are over 1000's out there to be discovered.

Just like most healing involved, karmic healing is almost the same . . . there is still some pain involved but not as bad as without the healing process.

Don't try and wonder what I believe in because what I believe in is based off of experiences. Whether these may be in dreams or in real life. Breaking the patterns to help fix energies in this reality isn't easy. Everything is scattered, fragmented and shaken and needs to be broken, replaced and re-tuned.

It has been confirmed by a couple psychics that Bast and her energy is with me to this day thanks to my worship to her in the past. I am very grateful to have her help in this life! No wonder I like cats. She is still amazing!

It doesn't really matter if I am alone or have anyone to talk to. Talking alone is not actually talking alone when there are spirits around and beings all the time to help you out.

Haha! Why in the he** do I even bother trying to connect with people from school even if some of them weren't an actual friend at the time - gee I am silly! Then there is a part of me that wonders how they grew up and if change happened.

I might just have to explore this further about sleeping disorders, because I may have one or developing one. Waking up makes me sleepy.

When I have had enough of a situation, a dark self in my brain murmurs . . . 'I want to create beauty, I want to create life, but my brain says I'm crazy and my hand has a knife!' in which I look in my hand to see if one is there but find out that my darker self in my brain is trying to kill my conscience with that knife in her own hand :v

We should all be good kids and stop fighting over resources and start finding ways to renew them and make them better, also not fighting over who has the best.

During the point in time when I questioned the existence of a higher power I saw a demon, that is when I discovered . . . don't question the existence of the Creator, or they will show you their demons @~@

I almost gave up on life once and an angel pulled me out of that mind set.

Being sedated to get my wisdom teeth pulled out was actually the best 45 min sleep I ever had in my life! If there was a place where you could be sedated JUST to get sleep, that would be great!