I miss you.. not a day goes by where i don't miss you.. fk i talk to myself talking to you.. you the first sign sign of going insane is talking to yourself.. well of course you know that.. I've only been muttering it of rhos many years now.. doesn't feel like 7yrs ash.. not at all.. things would be so different if you were here.. life wouldn't be the way it was if you were here.. i know that for a fact.. I'm still lost.. I've just gotten better at hiding it.. i have all these thoughts in my head on how i want my life to be and cutting people out i hold dear isn't my strong suit.. look how well i coped when you died.. spent 2 and half years trying to find myself well more like spent 2 and half yrs not giving a fuck and berrying myself.. no matter how much i fkd up some how things worked them selves out.. but you know what.. well you do know.. you were there.. always watching over me keeping out and away of the worst... thank you.... love you always xxxx missing you like crazy

I miss you so much!! Just needing someone to talk to so bad! :'( you'd think over time it would be easier or hurt less but it's not!! It's just life keeps moving on :(