so tired of feeling this way.....

I will never understand dumbass people....like wtf.... Shit just pisses me off so bad.....such an asshole....why do I even give a Shit.....

those are the days I raid the stash and fade the memories...... but I always regret it when I come,down.....

I'm making myself sick over everything..... sometimes I don't wanna wake up at all.....

i,wish my dad was physically here with me, not thousands of miles away....I need him to talk to and,i can't......

my heart misses him.... even though my head tells it Not to.....its never listened though.....

I miss my mom more than words could ever explain.....you left me entirely too early......

turn back to a time when I still had the people i most care about (aside from my kids)........

I wake up most days wishing I could turn back the hands of time.....

my mind is running a million miles a minute...... don't know what to think, how to feel.....