R.I.P. Dear Curt

To Where You Are

Josh Groban

My Sweet Curtis dearest friend and confident, I never thought I'd ever Love  and care for someone as much as I had you, you caused me to heal after my L.A. Folly and you allowed me to be me ...no restrictions I could tell you anything without judgement you knew my heart we talked about our deepest  hurts fears our desires our aspirations you loved having fun  and including me into it, you would wait for me so we could just see each others smile. My dear sir it was unfair that the Universe conspired against  you, God took you away from me. you conquered Cancer,  Diabetes took your foot you kept moving forward, I encouraged you  and you reconnected and rebuilt  relationships with your estranged family, I was so very proud of you. then one night  one horrible night  an infection went to your brain the last time you ate was because I bagged you too, I was  the only you recognized when I entered the hospital room I hugged you one last time  while you were still aware  then I watched as you refused  anything

My Dear Sweet Curtis how I Miss you, You  helped me get past Cali, I didn't even think I'd ever care again each day you waited for me you wanted to be with me I held my feelings back and you understood waited patiently we became friends you accepted me for being me we loved who the other one was no hidden agendas no lies, Ill never see your smile again in this life .