I love and miss you so much JJ. I've been having some rough days lately and I know that the Lord can let you know how much I adore you and wish you were here. I know you wouldn't wish to be back here in this crazy world but I am feeling a litle mama greedy and selfish and would really love to see you, hold you, and get some bear hugs. I love you so much son. Keep smiling down from Heaven!

Well baby, I haven't been on your My Space in a long time but today I wanted to. I just wanted to say that this has been the longest 55 months of my entire life. I miss you so very much. It's been so hard and tough at times. Everyone misses you like crazy and we all love you. Michael has another baby boy now and you would really love him. He is the sweetest little thing with such a smile on his face all the time. Kaylee is growing so much. You are so proud of her I know but man is she a beautiful girl. I guess she gets that from her mama and her daddy. I love you baby and I miss you so very much. Keep shining down on us all and keep our family together. I tell you it is so hard to try and keep everyone sane. It's been hard. I love you handsome and until we meet again, just remember you are my sunshine and I love you and miss you so very much! Keep looking down on us and smiling.

Hi my beautiful and handsome JJ. You know we are coming up on the 4 year anniversary date of you gaining your wings into heaven. So much has changed since you left earth, both good and bad but not a day goes b that we don't all think about you. I love you so much. I often think about all the wonderful joy you brought to our family. All the laughs, the smiles, the hugs, and also the times I wanted to spank that butt. But there is one thing that I know for sure ....mama sure does love you and miss you. You would be so proud if you could have seen granny and pa's wedding on their 50th anniversary in December. You would also be so proud of Kaylee boo. She is so very beautiful and she sure does still have your eyes and that big smile. Nana sure does love her too. But you already knew that because nana loves all her babies to the moon and back. Jonathon you would also be happy that Alliboo and I are becoming so close again. I know you are proud of that. We all love you son. Keep smiling down on us all! Love you!

Mama is really missing you JJ! I love you with all my heart and I know when you gained your wings you knew that I loved you unconditionally. You are my baby boy and I love you so very much! I miss you bunches and I will see you again one day up in the heavenlies, and until then keep smiling and building our mansion just the way that we want it. I love you baby blue eyes! You'll always be mama's sunshine!