I can't believe it's been 5 years. I miss you so much. I want to yell at you and tell you how your missing so much, but I know your here every step of the way. I know that you know Kali before we do. Michael has promised to tell her all about their Papa when she gets older, but I just wish you were physically here. But all I can do is wish and hope you visit me in my dreams. Words can never express how much I love and miss you, some days it feels like yesterday, and other days it feels like an eternity....I walked into the Quick Stop on your birthday and heard "Brickyard Road" <3