from the very beginning they said it wouldn't work.. her past was so dark, her baggage so heavy. but I didn't listen cause I knew I as ready. your past doesn't matter.. who cares what you came from..I only see obstacles to overcome. our first kiss I will remember to my last day.. God please let this be my last love I would pray. now I must admit when it comes to sex I've had my share.. but the love we made, no other could compare. but all was not great, it seems I did ask for to much.. for I needed the truth behind her touch. I gave her a chance again and again.. she was more than my lover, she was my best friend. but this love was born out of sin.. when a relationship with a married woman is what I chose to begin. we experienced jealousy like we never knew.. against friend, foe, and family to. if I had just looked closer to see, that the end of my story had been told from the start.. from the very beginning my future held nothing.. nothing but a bleeding heart.