It's been way too long and I'm sorry for that. I haven't forgotten you though for a while it might have strayed away from thinking about all this when it came up but I realize now that those are the moments I should embrace and the moments I should think back about everything you did for me and all the simple yet great memories you shared with me as my big brother. Being a great big brother is a hard role to play but there's not a single other person I will ever look up to the way that I looked up to you. You're still my idol, my hero, and my best friend.