Morning ???? Tom, I'm pouring my heart out to you. Why can't you call me and do you really l**e me? I gave you my heart and soul. Why is that you don't want to say anything to me. What in the f**ken hell am I doing wrong. You call me as private on the phone and don't say anything to me. I'm afraid to show up on the 31st when your here. Please assure me nothing going to happen to me like last year remember. Every time I look at you I feel that you are looking back at me. That you know that I'm looking at you. I don't understand Tom why you won't call me I don't give a shit about him. Mine feeling about him is that he's dead to me. He has hurt so bad I don't even care if I live or died. I'm over weight and disfigured in which you know that about me. So please please please call me. Or I'm saying goodbye forever! !!! I know you want me you make l**e to me every night and I know we talk about our future too. If you care about me at all I hope you will call. Or I will cancel the tickets on the 31st of next month.