Never know you love until you let it go :/

I absolutely hate how I can't think straight for a whole day with you passing through my mind, and after a chance to make it right and still I ruin it. Will I ever get another chance? I know I would make it right and be happy forever.

Don't you hate when you make a decision for the best but it turns out to be the worst? And every chance you had to change it, your too scared it's going to just make thugs worse when you know it's what you want and why your not happy? Why?!???!!!!