I miss you 😢. I wish you were here to talk to. I'm tired of missing you. I love you so much. We all think about you all of the time. Sarahs gonna be a mommy soon and she wants to be the best mother to Cameron just like she says you were to her. You're the biggest part of my life still today it seems. We lost you 6 yrs ago but everyone thinks about you daily as if you never left. The only difference is we aren't able to physically see you or hear you speak. I know I've told you this but I'm sorry for any and everything i did to hurt you. Never meant for your feelings to be upset. I'm sorry our mother/son date never happened. I'm ashamed of how I acted that day outside of the school. You were taken away so quick after that , that there wasn't really time to make up for it. Mom I love you. We will be together again. I promise to be the best uncle and eventually best father to all the children in my life. Rest well and I love you. 😇😢