rough week thinking of friends and family Randy and my brother laws Kenny Ferger and Bill Phillips three of the best fellas I've had the privilege of knowing. And the thing hat's fucked up the most about it is that I never got to visit any of  them like I wanted to blame is on me if I had kept my head out of my popo. I wouldn't be in this condition but I enjoyed just about every minute of it  until about for the last 3-to 5 years that's when we came back to Maryland man this place really fucken sucks not like the people elsewhere Brooklyn is the worse of it all whores -junkies -dope dealers -cops on the take EMTS taping and supplying the hookers with needles and lord knows what else. If I could hit the lottery or get enough dough to pack out the family I would. I've been robbed a knife point  on the average once a year at night but now I walk with Cola or Saki they don't like people near me at night or anytime when were walking or I hobbling along . Cola and Saki love there popop.