Aidan Eric,
Hello my handsome little boy, mommy loves you more than life itself... I'm sorry that i didn't make the right decisions and i will never be able to express just how truly horrible i feel without you and Caleb. Everyday is like an empty hole that no matter what i do i can't fill even the tiniest part of,i am completely lost and alone without you and your brother.
I wish i knew how to get through this....
I love you. Baby..
Mommy
