I miss you Jesslyn. It's been over a year since the last time I saw you. I don't know why it's been so long, but I hope by the time you read this I would already have seen you.
It's 4/24/14, 3:44am, I can't sleep.
Probably because I'm too busy thinking about what happened with us. I know, we grew apart. But I believe that's bullshit, I always wanted you to be in my life. Since the day I met you I wanted that. I always wished you'd be a part of my life forever.
I don't know how I'm going to feel when you read this, maybe you read it tomorrow and I feel the same, or maybe you read it 6 months from now and in already in another state. But just know I've always thought you were beautiful, from day one. And I wanted all of you to myself. I'm sorry I was too much of a pussy to ask you out, and when I did, it was too late.
You'll always mean the world to me. Whether we're happy without each other or not, I'll always be here for you. I love you Dymand, don't ever forget that.