Hey mama... It's been so long long since I came on here and wrote to u.. Its finally sinking in that ur gone.. Its been a hard 5 yrs I know ur looking down on ur amazing girls and all of those u love. But I just wanted to come by and tell u I miss u and think and talk about u often. I even got a tat for u :) I did get to see zurianna yesterday and she is amazing funny and so smart. She reminds me of u but has her daddy's attitude lol Gideon is doin a good job raising her u would b proud. There is so much I want and need to talk to u about. I saw another post tonight on Fb about how a friend of mine on Fb lost her best friend and it really hit something inside of me cuz I know how she feels and all the unknown is really setting in my brain tonight. I love u my girl and I miss u I know ur in a better place. I hope that somehow u get to read this message and I know I'm thinking of u

Hey mama... It's been so long long since I came on here and wrote to u.. Its finally sinking in that ur gone.. Its been a hard 5 yrs I know ur looking down on ur amazing girls and all of those u love. But I just wanted to come by and tell u I miss u and think and talk about u often. I even got a tat for u :) I did get to see zurianna yesterday and she is amazing funny and so smart. She reminds me of u but has her daddy's attitude lol Gideon is doin a good job raising her u would b proud. There is so much I want and need to talk to u about. I saw another post tonight on Fb about how a friend of mine on Fb lost her best friend and it really hit something inside of me cuz I know how she feels and all the unknown is really setting in my brain tonight. I love u my girl and I miss u I know ur in a better place. I hope that somehow u get to read this message and I know I'm thinking of u

Hey mama... It's been so long long since I came on here and wrote to u.. Its finally sinking in that ur gone.. Its been a hard 5 yrs I know ur looking down on ur amazing girls and all of those u love. But I just wanted to come by and tell u I miss u and think and talk about u often. I even got a tat for u :) I did get to see zurianna yesterday and she is amazing funny and so smart. She reminds me of u but has her daddy's attitude lol Gideon is doin a good job raising her u would b proud. There is so much I want and need to talk to u about. I saw another post tonight on Fb about how a friend of mine on Fb lost her best friend and it really hit something inside of me cuz I know how she feels and all the unknown is really setting in my brain tonight. I love u my girl and I miss u I know ur in a better place. I hope that somehow u get to read this message and I know I'm thinking of u