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been very good at. so im trying to make myself feel better about the shitty things ive done which doesnt change shit but like i said it might make me feel better. i think about you all the damn time and sometimes i wish i could just hit you up and see how youre doing and what not i feel like i cant talk to anyone about anything anymore and you were always there for me to talk to and always gave me brutaly honest advice and most people just sugar coat the shit out of things so o dont even bother trying anymore. i just really hppe youre happy and doing well cuz i always believed youd do something intresting with yourself. youre always changing and i wonder what your like now i miss you youll probably always be in the back of my head somewhere for some reason. hope you do the very best you can to become who you always wanted to be <3

welllllll i know you said not to try to talk to you anymore and i figured since no one goes on here anymore that this would be a way for me to say a couple things without actually talking to you. first i wanted to say sorry for what happened with your dad you know how he is when hes blacked out drunk and to say the least things got out of hand and i did not call the cops nor did i want to go to court but the da came and picked me up from my house and made me go i honestly felt bad about him going to jail i would never want to send someone to jail for being drunk and angry , especially now that i know what going to jail feels like...its awful lol. i also wanted to apologize for ruining our friendship i knew when you left to nevada we would never be together again but i always thought youd be part of my life and because ive become so bitter angry and more stubborn i was more mean than i needed to be. part of the reason why im sending this is because im really trying to learn to let go of things which ive never

I can't figure out how to get to my old pictures? They aren't gone....help