so here is what i have learned over the last 4 years ,1;nothing really last forever ,2;nothing is or has ever been sacred,but mostly rite now i am learning how bad it sucks to find out that the some person that i fell in love with so bad was the person who was single handedly going to strive everyday on ruining my heat and soul on perpose then following it with the devistating blow to the spirit... and sence u worked so hard on it i just want you to have it ..you win kayla i love you enough to just let go of the thought that you might or even may have loved me at all ...but if nothing else ...thanks for the idea love you and always will but im going to have to miss you bye