Life is a mess.. When I actually start to give it my all, heart, and soul it's to late.. I really did fuck things up this time, destroyed what we once had, because I was to foolish to realize this wasn't a game this was actually real something worth grasping onto and never letting go! Apologies won't make things better nor make what I did go away.. I ask myself why the fuck do I have to be so cold and hateful?? Took you for granted and in the end I'm losing out the best thing that could of ever happened, because I was to selfish!! I lost and loved. Lived and learned.

WTh