It's like I have no one to talk to. It's about time to spend time alone. A sign I have to spend more time alone doing things I like to do when no one is watching.

I hate it here more everyday when I finally realized you find me no matter where in the world I am. I feel what you feel and all I want is to have to back in my life till this body rots again.

Right now I am just wanting it all to be different and full of adventures. I want to live like ke$ha, love like mills loves Kush.

It's really depressing when you do a shit load of house work and gain nothing from it but more stress of realizing how much you do for others to get so little in return when I come to terms with the fact that I already pretty much have fucking nothing.

As usual, I have disappointed.
*shrugs* I guess I could be a little proud. Things will get better. Manifest the future.

Please don't be like everyone else and throw me aside cause of everyone else's behavior. I am different. Slightly.

I feel better after spending the week with people that get me and love to creepy me out and make me laugh. I will miss them till I see them again. I am thankful for what I have. You should be too.

Things are always going wrong for us and it is highly upsetting but I am going to try my damnedest to keep myself from sinking to the same level.

Quit smoking yesterday.

Some times I just need time to myself and reasons to go the distance alone. I make mistakes but the mistakes don't make me.

Wow, so I try to deal with the situation with words and suddenly I am the one guilt tripping you. Fuck off. Why don't you just go back to your fucking band and your shitty jobs and bitching everyday about money and shit. Fuck you sound just like Corey. Dip!

I am kinda wishing I never cut my bangs. :( but I wanted bangs with my dreads. blah!

Currently trying to revive my hair so it can grow and the dread it's self again. <3