... & Here's the first of the many songs you wanted me to write, just for you: It's as pretty as it is cruel. *bleed my failure into something right..something fancy..something new***You need to realize that BLEEDING IS A LUXURY*** we all have our makers

BUT GOD PUT A SONG ON MY PALM THAT YOU CAN'T READ!

..and guess what...I have EYES...and they can SEEEEEE

So...You came to see the mobscene?You want commitment?

Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down

Be obscene! BE BE obscene!!!

I am Jess!

And this is my clutter

Wanna help me clean house baby? (I've got a niccee fancy flyin' disco stick) :]

Not JESSICA. (You can only call me that if you're mad at me.) Not JESSIE (unless I tell you.) I'm complicated, but I guess everyone is in their own little way...and yes, I do make it like that. I'm very spiritually involved when it comes to ideas, philosophy,spirit,love, mind, body & soul. I do believe in a higher power, but not the "massive" idea of just one god of one nation. I don't believe in a specific religion, but yet I do believe in life and my creator. The meaning of life is what keeps me going. I seek to find my own answers from the earth to beyond the skys. I'm on a road to redemption and I try to use all my inner power to be the "good guy" and to find my true direction, as well as working to accomplish my dreams. I hate money because it's the problem with the world...I'm very political. I'm quite the deep thinker, when I choose to be. Truth be told, I'm too nice. I'm a smartass, or "dumbfuck" and it's likely I will annoy you at times. I like to have fun and keep my inner child alive. I can be serious and I can laugh at everything at the same time. I fall in love too easy, I'm told..perhaps because I tend to see the "good" inside people, or I like to call it, "THE ART" inside and I tend to let it overtake me, hoping to have my happily ever after...really just looking for some clarity and understanding. I am flawed beyond belief. My life is Hollywood, I try to keep it interesting. I am sensitive,or shall I say emotional, but strong. I care WAY more then I should sometimes. I try to get as close as possible to some people to know who they truely are and to try an understand a purpose behind the meeting...I believe everything in life is a puzzle you just have to connect. Music = life. I'm also a writer...it's how I express my feelings, because sometimes it's hard for me to actually speak my actual voice from my mouth. People say I'm crazy and they're so wrong, I'm insane..wayyyy past crazy. I know that I'm very misunderstood, but I could care less, only GOD can judge me. I'm "intense", I have a big heart, I do things many people wouldn't ever dare to do. Always emotional, full of love, just plainly misunderstood by my intentions. This is often mistaken for the common book terms.(if you don't get that...umm just ask) My family is my life. They have always been there for me and I love them so much for it. I was the hell child and they never left me stranded, no matter how much I wanted them to give up on me at times... I work at Chili's for the time being and I'm currently working on my 8th album here and there. I'm finding out what directions to take in life at the hands of God. Love me or hate me...it's your choice. Just know that I'm incapable of holding down a "hate" feeling. Fuck a grudge! I only want the best for myself and for everyone I've met and will meet...they shape me. Yeah sometimes it hurts, but that's life. So..if we haven't met, say hello. I promise you, I have a mind that will entertain you.