the only problem is competing with what is out there. i've held my own against bears of all sizes in north carolina, but the medium sized to large bears i walk away from to my house, car, or depend on trees. wild dogs are also something confronted. a tall tree with no branches except at the top are a refuge from them. i'd like to make friends who will accompany me in such situations, so i don't have to walk or dance to trees, home, or a car.

i believe the bigger person gets more, and the smaller person gets less. unless it's material goods where everybody shares to conserve resources.

i also enjoy running off sharks or just using my wits to exist in the water with them. i like to think if i spend enough time in or at the ocean i'll develop a way to breath under water, and grow wings to propel me in and out of the water.

i've had visions like the tree with no branches except up top when encountering a pack of wild dogs, and horns on my shoulders, knees, elbows, and ankles from all woodland encounters. i believe i can obtain these things but i am monitored, and forced to take medication which takes me out of my trauma. i didn't do anything wrong, but some people do not like my presence, they think ill of me, their just trying to make money off of me, or their preventing me from acting instinctively against someone i really don't like. either way i make it to nature every now and again or i find dogs off their leashes to entertain myself.