I will try to get away, run at any given chance.. If you fight for me though, my loyalty will be unmovable. Past that point, I'm clingy, bordering on obsessional. I will care persistently. I will love you with an intensity not many could withstand.

I'm Atheist.. Realist.. Nihilist at worst.. not open minded. Very cynical, sarcastic, passive aggressive at best, volatile, and moral.. to the point of excruciation. I have a calmness that can run smoothly through any catastrophic situation, and an uncalled for aggressiveness that can arise from seemingly nowhere.

I can be practical, down to earth.. or i can be completely unhinged.. lose myself in feelings, words, not ever want to go back.. reality barely has a place for me.

I'm sometimes pretentious, self involved, taking my state of mind seriously, putting it above corporeal matters.

I have a deep respect for Science, for Logic, for Maths and Nature. But dont deny ideas.. dont stop yourself from thinking deeper, getting lost in a fantasy of concepts and philosophies.

I want something unconditional, someone to see all of me. because that's what i can give. Emotions that are completely uncontrollable will be in play if i love you, it wont be nice all the time, you'll have to really care to see it through.

I want something more.. and as far as i can fathom, always will. I want to be completely involved, to block out the world sometimes.

Dont let me scare you, because I will try.

Ask me questions that matter, dont make me repeat myself, pay attention to the things i dont tell you more than things i do.

Call me on things, dont back down... But be right, i have a low tolerance for stupidity.. even lower for prejudice.

Teach me things, I'll listen.

If all that fails, i can be an acquaintance, i can offer passing hello's, and smile, and talk of the weather and politics.

I can lead the empty life. x