begins with .... I am sorry to ALL WHO I HAVE hurt through out my journey in life. But had it not been for you being there, I would not be who I am today! I will continue to not be perfect along the way, but I do hope forgiveness is given ..if and when needed! My life is not complicated but I am! But are not we all? I like many others was raised in poverty, and my brothers fell through the cracks of the state when it came to placing them in foster homes......so they lived their lives in States care. My sister and I however fell through as well! Many people will have committed crimes their entire life and yet never be caught, even when the proof is sitting their jumping out! My Sister and I were victims growing up to a father who used us for his own sickening pleasures. When my sister was taken because she told nothing happened, when I eventually did tell, nothing was done. When my older brother wrote a small note in the form of a book, (of the things he heard take place while living with us) it got into the wrong hands and so my name was out there, eventually the law was brought in and then someone read it there as well! Nothing got done there....so how many times do you have to tell law, either by mouth, or by book...still don't mean they will help you! But with everything I went through I am not perfect but I am NOTHING like what I was raised like! So I know people can change, IF THEY REALLY WANT TO, yes I did thing wrong as a parent every once in a while and we all do! But i came from nothing, and end with something....a mom who would lay her life down for her children and their children....if I was called to do so! If you want to know more so I am not a bore....just ask!