http://www.youtube.com/v/07DGeLvDw8I&hl

The issue before me is to address the subject in real time.

There is this old Zen story of a student that comes to his master and says,

"Last night, I dreamed I was a butterfly.

Master, now that I am awake, am I a butterfly dreaming I am a man ?"

I have become a butterfly. :)

What is represented here is merely a peek into the past history of my life.

It is far more my intention to bring to everyone's attention the simple, ignored, and highly maligned fact that all the freedom and liberty we treasure, even as many openly criticize it, is not free and was purchased with bone and blood. The history of man is couched in terms of WAR ! Make no mistake about it, a great many people, men AND women, died for you to have the luxurious life and lifestyle you enjoy ONLY in America! God bless the USA!

FYI:

The 'Ironwulf is this mystic superhero from the legends of Nordic Runes that tells of a great warrior that protected the land. It does not identify me as an Odinist. I have always loved superheroes, even the living ones like Marine Corps General Lewis B. "Chesty" Puller, John Glenn, and Audey Murphy. Images of supermasculine strength. My hope is to encourage this strength in everyone.

I am tired of falling down. I am tired of not living up to the realistic side of images I embrace. I know it isn't how many times you fall down, it is how many times you get up, but it doesn't change the pain or embarrassment of falling down.

I try very hard to live out the meaning of several maxims. If you just spout these things because you think you will sound knowledgeable, you have no grasp of their true meaning. In truth, you are living the life of a hollow man. When the maxim itself springs up from an inviolable life law, embracing it, practicing it, living it and professing it as a way of being, changes its meaning, and it changes your life. The 'Avante Garde' super-cool like to demean these realizations as 'cliches'. But then, who turns to any of them for enlightenment? ~ At least, not for very long. What they are begins to speak to you and you see through what they are saying. In my studies of Lao Tzu I found his advice: 'The way to be is do.' That means as well, 'The way to DO is BE !

Asked about my 'belief' I respond that believing is the kindergarten of knowing.

It is not until you KNOW that you can truly live truth. You could say, until you know, you cannot truly believe. And, you cannot know until you have lived what you are professing. For example, if the tenet of your 'belief' says: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you", are you actually focusing on doing that?

For almost 20 years, I wandered lost and lived my life irresponsibly, in disgrace to all I was raised to know was right. I was utterly bound in my ego sense though I had enough understanding to know I should live better and that I could transform my life with higher principles and ideals. I found that to correct my life I had to develop a plan. I had to plan my work and work that plan! I had to apply vision and attempt to see the end before the beginning instead of being a knee jerk impulse reactive fool.

My awakening began after I accepted that CHOICE is the engine of my destiny. If you are not choosing what to be and how to live your life, WHO IS? At some point in the life of a seeker, that person has to ask WHO is in control and WHY? In every aspect of your life where you allow yourself to be carried, you surrender liberty. Whoever carries you OWNS YOU !

What I am representing here is an opportunity to look beyond the media programming and believe that life as we know it in America is in peril. It is forever burned into my mind that I could only find myself in the luxury of American life because someone was willing to exercise their belief in individual freedom to the point they would lay down their lives to bring that about.

This site is about supporting this effort to stop the murderous acts of haters and keep America safe. I know that inevitably, liberty must reside in each of our hearts to see it enacted as a national group of fellowman. My philosophy is my belief, and that belief is my religion. It is a truth to say "ALL paradise rests in the shadow of swords". I am not about being 'Kewl'. I am about surviving. I urge you to join me.

I was born in Nebraska; raised in the Marine Corps

High School grad with some Voc Ed certification.

Mensa refusee. ( It means I didn't trust the Directors of it. I didn't like the idea of being a guinea pig, even at the age of 14.)

Joined the Marines and saw a of Asia.

Left the Marines and traveled looking for Merc Work abroad Africa and Central America

Got to know this guy pretty well:

http://www.youtube.com/v/7am2UIsXDAM&hl

Tool and Die maker; designer specializing in metal stamping dies and molds (and weapons systems)

Former resident of several American communal groups.

Self schooled in metals technology, survivalism, philosophy and religion.

Married a lot of times. Have children. Some of them email and call occasionally.

You can't live in the ultimately real world and not come away biased. It is this bias that will keep you alive when the limp-wristed leaders fall into the abyss they have created.

Strong interest in paranormal mechanics, out-of-body experiences, alternate lifestyles, and communal consensus thoughts.

My Basic Beliefs in a nutshell:

I believe no one ever died because of something Ozzy Osbourne, Ice-T or Marilyn Manson sang. I think that being a student doesn’t give you any more enlightenment than working at Burger King. In fact, I think every student in America should be required to take Home Economics and know how to cook, sew, clean up the house, wash dishes, and do the laundry for themselves. I’ve never mourned a dead goldfish. I don’t want to eat or drink anything with the words light, lite, diet or fat-free on the package. I believe everyone has a right to pray to their God or gods, while I pray that the test results come back negative. My heroes are Ben Franklin, Stan Lee, Generals John J. Pershing and Chesty Puller, my brother Alan, John Wayne, and whoever canceled Dr. Quinn, Medicine Woman. I think creative violence makes movies more interesting and radical Islamics more dead. I think if you have a beef with the Iraqi war, you should tell it to the Marines. I believe in love, peace, and brotherhood, but not if you are trying to kill me or my fellow Americans. Then I will enact my second amendment rights as We, the gun owning people have come to interpret it whether you like it or not. Unfortunately, most of you will have to see your own roofs burning and your own children shot and bleeding in the front yard to accept that it CAN happen here! If I am right I am visionary; if I am wrong I am paranoid. My greatest fear is that life as I know it is someone else's dream. I worry about dying before I can get even. Fortunately, I accept that integrity is more important than comfort. That thought eases my mind when I think of how wealthy I have made so many, and how seldom they have said 'Thank you'. I have always figured that if I get in no one's way, no one blames me. I am sick of people that want to save us from our selves. NO ONE can legislate morality and no one has the right to try. Remember that so that the next time you go to the polls to vote, your chad hangs on the right guy ... or, gal. No system works if it is not kept in a good state of repair. We all know this about our cars, refrigerators, air conditioners, water heaters and blenders. We don't seem to give a damn about our liberty or our government and it's elected officials. Remember the words; We, the People. It doesn't apply to a few. It means ALL of U.S!

I have read my new friends story

of her visit to THE WALL

And, I cringe here in my misr'y

and I feel

the hot tears fall

and I cannot stop the shaking

and I cannot stop the pain

and I wish it were tomorrow

where there's sun

and no more rain

And something burning deep

inside of me

just wants me to explode!

I'm a heavy fifty belted up

I feel me lock and load. .

and I cannot stop the anger

and I cannot stop the shame

and I burn to try to make it right

but just the tears remain

because it killed all of my brothers

and its come now

to kill me

and I cannot bear to witness this

my eyes dont want to see . .

We were few

and proud

and chosen -

And we did what must be done.

We built a home from mudhuts

And we stood beneath the sun.

We were polished in our armour.

and we sharpened up our knives

and we set about to kill the beast

we kissed our kids and wives.

But I cannot stop the ignorance

and I cannot stop the lies

and I cannot see it coming

for it wears a grand disguise!

But I am sworn to stop oppression

As I have sworn to walk that wall

For by my life's blood and my honor

You'll be safe or I will fall!

and I cannot fail my calling

and I cannot fail my word

and I'll hold this truth self evident

until it sounds absurd

"Vigilance eternal

is the price of liberty

If you value not the warrior's blood

you are no friend to me!"

The Ironwulf

12-30-96