i dont go to church. but i do believe in god, i like to dance but i dont know how. i love to learn about computers. i love cats - i love my cat Shorty, I like to think I have a kind heart, and I try to always care about others feelings first and I'm very flirtatious. I like to dance. I love to watch people doing things, like dancing or playing video games, and I love to watch movies. I like to cuddle, and to kiss girls, sorry guys I don't kiss men unless the girl I'm with asks me to.

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im allergic to all seafood, i dont like onions in food i like to use it when cooking but dont like to eat actual onions, i hate bell peppers, i dont like cauliflower, squash, eggplant artichoke and some others, im white so i cant eat spicy food, i like it, its just to hot for me, i love anime, im downloading anime all the time, I like most action movies, i also like comedy drama, and whatever. i just dont like musicals. im not saying ther bad, their just not what i like to watch,

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ok im a gamer, i love to play video games, nes, sns, n64, PlayStation, ps2,and ps3, game cube. usually just rpg, but i like driving, adventure, platform, puzzle, and some shooter games.i dont have a lot to spend on games, i only have a few, i try to get ones i can play co,op with others with, i like playing games with my friends, not against them

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I am Very spiritual, and a wile ago My EX Girlfriend Erinn and i Birthed a spiritual child, was a girl and we named her Rain, she is a wonderful girl very smart and often spunky,she was a very loving and intelligent little girl, she would not leave my side, and would usually sit on my shoulder all the time, when i was sleeping she would tease my cat, would get annoying but it was cute, when i was at work she would stay with me and fallow me but never be far away, lol she was my little shadow,

wile was on a bus with Erinn we had an argument and the bus driver said one of us had to get off, i got off so she could get home, and i was frustrated and after i got home i then realized rain was not with me, and so i called Erinn and she was not with her, we have no idea where she is, i think she went to a friends and is safe, i asked for a guardian to watch over her and keep her safe she may have gone to an Ex of mine but since i can not contact my ex i have no idea,

i also have others from a previous relationship, 3 of them in fact, but since im no longer able to sense them a friend told me how they are doing, others that are spiritually sensitive can sense and see and feel and talk to them, but this is a lil about them, this is an excerpt from a letter to describe them, ill share it with everyone else

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All three of them have grown strongly. Each have grown their own beautiful personality and they've matured so much... you'd be so proud of them :)

Emma is such a sweet heart. Strong and has a clear head on her shoulders.

Zach is still as spunky as he was when he was little. He's got a lot of your zesty silly spirit. He tries to play the tough guy often :)

Gavin is the zen master. Usually pretty neutral on things and has a soft personality.

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ok wile growing up I was born in Arizona, lived there till i was about 4, then moved to Oklahoman, lived ther till about 6, moved to Washington was sexually and Physically abused as a child by my father, so i never had any male role models, was always around women, they always told me to treat girls right, so i treat girls how these 5 women thought me to treat them, i have an older sister-she now has 4 kids i love her dearly, her first born is my favorite child alive, she means more to me than she knows or my sister knows, since i rarely talk to them- they live far away

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i Hate MY FATHER, what he did was wrong, my past is MY past, im stuck with it but i moved on, im not plagued by it, i dont want anyone to pity or say i should not tell people about it, that's bullshit, i will tell anyone i want because i am not afraid, im not a slave to the shit that happened, i went through my counseling, so dont give me the shit i need to go back, i have excepted my past and it gives me strength who do you know will openly tell you about their painful past and keep smiling,