It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time. I tend to second guess myself & struggle w/ decisions. I often chose other people's happiness over my own. Trust is a hard thing to explain. I can be hypocritical at times. Like: I want Friends, but I'm scared. Mostly I'm afraid of getting hurt yet again. Letting go is extremely difficult for me at times. Tardiness & procrastination are my flaws. I don't like being mean unless it's absolutely necessary. I am genuinely a nice person but I can be mean when I want to be. I don't forgive others that easily. When u break my heart I may let it fly but i will never forget.

I don't kiss anyone's ass for anything and in return don't expect anyone to kiss mine. I tend to think too much & worry often. There's never a second that I'm not curious about something.

I love to have fun and laugh. There is rarely a time when i don't have a smile on my face even if just for a moment. ♥